"Sour"

People know how to ruin an emotion on jealousy and envy. Facts are the guide to anything that has a beginning and the truth is as well.

I stress because I don't know how to deal. But in all truths life for me has began and there is no more shelter. I cannot hide behind my feelings and emotions just so I can feel better. That's not right: quite selfish.

I need people in my life that aren't going to lie and use me but rude awakening there is always going to be someone who is going to do that bs regardless if they are close or distant.

Reality is setting in quickly and its not bills I'm talking about.