"Devine Purpose/A Godly Purpose"

Romans 8:28-30 And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose. For whom he did foreknow, he also did predestinate to be conformed to the image of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brethren. Moreover whom he did predestinate, them he also called: and whom he called, them he also justified: and whom he justified, them he also glorified.

"Song Dedication: Twixxlez"

To my best friend on your Birthday I would like to say I dedicate this song to you because it reminds me of the conversations we have had where seriousness was no object....



Think back to that trip
To that place where she wasn't there
I've felt that.. and more than I should
But theyare our other halfs!
Peace!

"Future Sounds Like Mushmouth?"

My friend Jazz obviously has issues but she is too hilarious. I was listening to one of my favorite songs "Turn on the lights" by Future and she just had to ruin the moment by saying MY FUTURE sounds like Mushmouth... what da !

So in memory of that moment I decided to post a video of Mushmouth...



A video of my favorite song... "Turn On The Lights"

In return I said I actually love Future and he is extremely blessed... do you not see his talents plus he is sooooooo fine and them dreads... Lord help me...

"T. Owens Look A Like"

Okay! So after church yesterday my piano playing cousin picked on my cousin's cousin by simply walking up to him and saying, "It's good to see ya! T.O!"
Well for a while I thought she said Tito Jackson which was too funny to me because he looks nothing like Tito! Nothing like him.
Until, my friend Jazz was like nooooo she said T.O then I said she actually got a point and that was funny too! (Hey, I am a goofy person.)
So check dis out!

"God's Word and All His Power!"

I post this not only for my benefit but for someone who may see it.
I am soooo thankful that the Lord, my Lord has all power because if he didn't where would we be?
NO WHERE, IN A WORLD A THOUSAND TIMES WORSE THAN.NOW!
What if your boss had all power and had total control of your life and everyone else's in the world?
What if your doctor had all power and total control of your life and everyone else's in the world?
What if your worst enemy had all power and total control of your life and everyone else's in the world?
It's something to think about!

Banned Iphone 5

Watch "Banned iPhone 5 Promo" on YouTube

"Song Dedication: My Heart"

Wwwhhyyy???



MOMMY!

"Song Dedication: K. Ann Parker"

Why?

Girl, the reason why I place this song by your name is simple... You have a tendency to not speak up for yourself in order to cover up who you are. You speak but not by emotion unless you are frustrated and I must say that is the wrong time. But I can say Sizzla can speak for you any day if he can really tell you how you feel!

"Song Dedication: Kay Tawn"

Watch "BRANDY-BEST FRIEND" on YouTube

Why?

Since The 1st day of CARE 07' you have been there. You may not be my biological sister but you have been right there in that place for 5 years and no one can take it from you. From the good n the bad to the horrible n the terrible. You are truly missed and I love you dearly...

"Song Dedication: Self:"

So Many Songs not enough space

Main One Right Now!

"Song Dedication: Cledus"

Why?
My distant yet so connected best friend whom I love so dearly. Since CARE 07' when I fought so silently to keep you around. My heart flutters not with physical desire to be near you or around you but for the knowledge that you can share with the world.... thats a true friendship...

"Socks, Socks, Socks, n Mo' Socks"

Well, it is becoming that season again. Yes, it's Florida but who says that it doesn't get cool, chilly, or cold.

Lately the mornings have been pretty cool and I have been sock collecting since July... Yes, I said July.

Right now, I am on this light bright vibe but I couldn't seem to find any knee length or thigh high light bright socks. I looked online and I FOUND SOME! Sadly, speaking I will NOT pay $23 for any kind of socks. That's just plum crazy. My obsession isn't that needy.

Although, I have some bright ideas on where to get them from without paying $5 shipping and handling unless I'm buying $tp worth.

I must say I'm a happy collector n can't wait until The NORTH FLORIDA FAIR come and MULE DAY! Aka Sock Time!

Well, while you are trying to psychologically evaluate me check these out!

"NEVER EVER AGAIN...for What?"

From Messages to Texts...

You miss me. You want to be with me. How about this? When you had me you didn't get none and not about to now. You cheated then so I'm not about to give you a chance to do it again. You dirty cause you tried to talk to my sister and you nasty cause you were messing with my cousin... Uhmm child boo!

I'll end on this note:
Watch "We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together (Lyric Video)" on YouTube

"32 Flavors Video"

"32 Flavors N Then Some"

Elle Varner

Uh, uh,

Close your eyes, and look closer!

I'm not between you and your ambition!

I'm a poster girl with no poster

I am 32 flavors and then some

I'm beyond your peripheral vision

And I say you might wanna turn your head

Cause one day you might find you are hungry

And eat most of the words you just

Said, said, said

Hey, yo

I just gotta say something right quick

All right, growing up nobody understood me!

They didn't understand what I was doing, what is it about

Why I had glasses on, why I wore what I wore and this that and the third...

But you know what?

I'm here now, and I'm doing my thing

And what I wanna tell you is

You out there, you're different,

You got your own swag, you got your own shit going on

Don't let anyone in this world take it away from you

Cause that's what you got!

Close your eyes, and look closer!

I'm not between you and your ambition!

I'm a poster girl with no poster

I am 32 flavors and then some

I'm beyond your peripheral vision

And I say you might wanna turn your head

Cause one day you might find you are hungry

And eat most of the words you just

Said, said, said

In 21 years of my life, I have never experienced anything so damaging that I can't seem to look over. No matter how much I try to look over words and supress them they resurface somehow. It still amazes me how I could get so close to people and treat them like family...help them and bring them in like no other and the first time that YOU feel threatened or challenged I became the enemy. My name exited those lips with lies behind them. My name exited those lips with false hope that "I'm sorry if I did anything to hurt you." Would patch it up. My name exited those lips with nothing but the hope that I would still be sis...besti and it wouldn't end up back into my lap. These were not rumors...those words were not misconceptions....those words were detrimental...and a reflection of your inner most emotions.

Don't inflict your personal hurt onto me because I stuck my neck out for you. I was the fool but its all cool because juat like Elle said,

" Cause one day you might find you are hungry

And eat most of the words you just

Said, said, said"

Now it's your turn to latch on to someone else and someone new to fuck up their view point of friendship just like mine. But yet, "You staying to yourself."

To: My Darling,

No matter how grown you maybe... I see you had to grow up early which is fine. Never let anyone or anything change your view point of friendships, future relationships, and the future because of the way they've treated you in the past and in the present. Take your difference as an empowerment and use it to move on. Dry your tears and let people say what they want. Words most definitely hurt but take it mold it and ignore it... it means nothing coming from a person who produces negativity.

"You out there, you're different,

You got your own swag, you got your own shit going on

Don't let anyone in this world take it away from you

Cause that's what you got!"

IN OTHER WORDS TO BE CONTINUED...
I'm walking off with these ....

"A Walk In The Trenches"

A young man once said that if you have faith in the ground you walk on, you have faith in other people regardless of what your lips may say.

The feelings that you have shared with others that you have trusted at some point in time are not just feelings that just appear and disappear. They were revealed for a reason. The reciever of the information is where the problem lies.

- they either use the information to manipulate others.
- play the victim
- use it to make it seem you attacked them
- tell others who the info. Doesn't apply to
- or keep it to themselves because that's what being a true and real friend is about...

What people fail to realize that the mouth is not only used for the intake of food, medicine, and toothpaste. It can be used for damaging and destruction: that childish behavior that everyone in their lives result to (at some point).

Take this and suck on it: Minty flavor... You be there for someone like no other and then gives you their butt to kiss...tastes more sour now...but let's chew on it... . Act as if nothing happens and then blames you for the seperation...a sudden choke reflex...that bitch move is bitter....

But check dis that same one has a sudden soft spot in the heart but the most hatred they can feel is the sadness that was caused...

The Pen Drops!